Once long long ago, I was Alice, the beautiful, the thin, the perfect, the beauty.
I was actually thinspiration for many girls.
I have seen my own picture on many a pro ana website.
But then, the unthinkable happened...
I was thrown into a mandated "recovery" program, designed to make me fat
But then, the unthinkable happened...
I was thrown into a mandated "recovery" program, designed to make me fat
And thats when it happened, I was tube fed, and forced to leave ana.
I fell off the wagon.
So so so very very far off.
All I want in life is to get back on.
I have turned into my worst fear.
A fat fat fat disgusting pig.
Now I am Alice.
The whale.
Come along with me as I venture back out into the world of beauty, love, and thin.
Join me in 2468(0) repeat.
I will officially be starting first thing tomorrow morning, with the first day, of 200 calories.
I will be tracking ever bite i eat and tracking my weight daily and posting pictures weekly.
Wish me luck, I will need it!
Current Weight: 185
Height 5'8"
High Weight: 210
Low Weight: 98
Starting Weight: 185
Goal Weight 1: 170
Goal Weight 2: 155
Goal Weight 3: 140
Goal Weight 4:125
(Final) Goal Weight 5: 110
Perfect Weight: 95 lbs
Height 5'8"
High Weight: 210
Low Weight: 98
Starting Weight: 185
Goal Weight 1: 170
Goal Weight 2: 155
Goal Weight 3: 140
Goal Weight 4:125
(Final) Goal Weight 5: 110
Perfect Weight: 95 lbs
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